Lately I've been spending a lot of time walking, wandering through undergrowth of the early spring woodlands here in the country, admiring the way that weather and water and wind take their toll on stones, on acorn caps, on sticks and branches and twigs that have been chewed by deer and beaver, soaked by flood waters and left piled along the edges of our creeks and lakes. I can't stop myself from gathering these cast offs of Mother Nature and bringing them home to rest on tabletops and fill old rusty tins in the studio.
I have been beading and stitching quite a lot lately, making necklaces out of found objects. So it is a natural extension to contemplate how to use these pretty bits of nature to create ornaments, brooches and necklaces. Maybe this urge to create has something to do with all the negative ions being generated by all the rain lately, and all the water rushing through the creek beds down into the lake. I always seem to come home with a head full of new ideas for things to create. I sketch some of them into my notebook, for later, when I have more time.
On my walks, while watching the departing grubby skirt tail of winter's last days, I am craving the colours of spring, bright yellows and greens. While the woodland trails are still grey and faded brown, there are patches of beautiful moss peeking out from damp crevices, the first pale green catkins hanging from alder trees, and old soggy stumps where trees once stood. These seem like little worlds to me where anything magical might want to live. The lush green is a welcome sight. Yesterday I brought home a little moss to keep on a plate on my work desk. Oh, the smell of it! It was damp, cool, grassy, a heady scent that was better than any perfume.
I have been unable to settle down to work today. Maybe it's the weather - blustery, indecisive, raining one minute, weak milky sunshine the next, with great gusts of wind that make the clouds roll in and up over the ridge behind our house and across the road.
Although I have been busy, I have found no true focus in work right now. There are all sorts of ideas for new designs percolating, all kinds of things I'd like to incorporate into the things I enjoy making. Just behind the laptop screen here on my table in front of the window rests a cluttered collection of items that were gathered during the course of this week:
old lace, worn wood, dried twigs, faded ribbons, antique mother of pearl buttons, the worn covers of a book, old thread, a tea-stained metal rimmed tag, a little piece of fabric I stitched with antique metallic seed beads. Maybe somehow all of these things will pull together into some sort of artistic vision that seems new to me, that seems fresh and lovely and channeled from magic and wisdom and from somewhere deep within that begins, like spring water, somewhere deep deep inside where the heart taps into hidden visions, where things bubble forth and rise up to the surface, and out into the light, for me to see, for me to harness, to make and then to set free.


